I went with Patricia and Michal to see Guapo last night in a dirty little club in Strahov. It was a bizarre but brilliant concert. I met Michal at 5 and we took the bus up the hill and ended up (como siempre) in a pub whilst we waited for the doors to the club to open. After two beers, Patricia showed up (in all her Spanish splendour) and we continued with a third beer. We were going to eat something, but since, after all, beer is liquid bread, we didn't bother. We stumbled to the club and encountered the b...
Drunk in the morning. Well, I guess noon is morning for me. Just me and the cats here, and, of course, the ubiquitous wine and freestanding velbloud. I played rummy with Michal last night. It was brilliant. I hope to see Patricia tonight, but hope is a bland thing. I've had no dreams that I can recall since returning from Maja. Perhaps the alcohol snuffs them. I should go to work. Oh, **GOD**, life is bitter and absurd. Now it is time for my final cigarette.     ...
http://polaris.fucksheep.org/boc_astronomy_w_stephen_king.mp3 After reading the whole 'Dark Tower' series by Stephen King over the last week, I find this nostalgic bit of music. It is not exactly connected, but, for sure, interesting. The aforementioned novels are possibly a bit of pop culture, but I enjoyed them immensely. The characters have a resonant depth, and when each of them died, I was gripped with emotional pain. Maybe it breaks no new ground like James Joyce or Tolkien did, but it is, nonetheless...
Acy, you told me four years ago that you liked this song. Finally, I got the CD again (the original was stolen by someone who is a friend of us all). http://polaris.fucksheep.org/peter_blegvad/Downtime/14_-_Say_No_Now.mp3 Pa pa pa... ---------------- Commentaries: Tony: > Stolen by whom? Me: > I won't say. I'll leave it to your imagination. Acy: > I don't really remember the song too well, except for a hint of recognition at the chorus :) But it really brought back that time in my life, and that vis...
I woke up this morning clutching my penis. Strange because I did not have any sexual dreams. I dreamt about Fort Stockton, as I usually do, but of a surreal Fort Stockton. I walked along what I suppose was Main Street, past the strange and outdated drugstore which still served fountain drinks -- the one Chris and I went to some years ago -- the one Acy and I went to after visiting Joni when I was still in that rabid High School. I turned right, along Guadalupe Avenue, if that exists. I don't remember. I cam...
I really don't update this thing very often, do I? Well, I can expound on today's plan, however. I shall go home, get drunk and play nethack until I pass out. When I awaken, I shall prepare for my trip to České Budějovice and figure out when I can possibly go visit Maja in Munich. Perhaps the following weekend? Women are very good at making me feel guilty. **Music:** Peter Blegvad ----------- Commentaries: Jayson: > Nethack... so did you win? Me: > No, I gave up after a while from frustration and wa...
"A woman's test is material. A man's test is a woman...if a man could fuck in a cardboard box, he wouldn't buy a house." - Rabbi Dave Chappelle ------ Commentaries: Acy: > I am a pan of fed ants. Me: > I am happy to hear that. How difficult was it to scatter your consciousness among a scampering horde of insects? Acy: > I simply infused my brain with neurotransmitter-sampling nanomachines and advanced cryoprotectants. The nanosamplers inserted themselves densely into my cell membranes and then, afte...
The feathers from a deflowered dandelion float about the office. I am the only one who notices. All else is sunlight and obstacle. **Music:** Marillion - The Invisible Man ...
**Context:** Some quiz passed around on Livejournal (some misname these things _memes_ these days) that resulted in: > Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate > boundries and rules. You tend to be on the > crazy side and often sweep people up along with > you. You are most likely the leader of your > group of friends. [please vote! thank you! :)] ------- Commentaries: fjolublatt: > oich, you got that barefoot-thingy too. Me: > yeah. it's a pity that i am usually shoed, however! Anonymou...
I am very hazy today. Of course, the reason for that is lack of sleep, a predominate norm in my life these days. It seems every night is punctuated with intermittent periods of slumber between longer and longer bouts with wakefulness. Shouldn't I be used to this sort of thing by now? Anyhow, the office is ruefully quiet. Some fan-like-apparatus buzzes in the background. I let it be as my companion since my ears are a bit numb from the hours with my headphones. Am I the only one who feels increasingly letha...
